Star Gate Log 012: BTC Volatility Surge - Drifting Through Indecision, Anchored by Patience
SG012: Mid-flight turbulence revealed the fear of retreat. I closed early, missed the 3:1 BTC short, and danced between fear and FOMO. But I honored the system. Clarity returned through stillness. Mental Model Update: Reflex of Retreat, volatility is no match for aligned patience.

Weekly Journal of Strategic Execution and Skill Refinement.
Purpose: To navigate the DeFi frontier through disciplined risk management, strategic positioning, and reflective learning. This is the practice ground where conviction is tested, consistency is earned, and mastery is built.
Mission Statement
I, StrataTrader, explore the boundless DeFi frontier through disciplined experimentation and systematic reflection. Every trade is a test. Every log is a step. I accept full responsibility for my actions, commit to consistent execution, and evolve through perpetual feedback.
Macro Terrain Assessment
- This week BTC tested the lower region in the Edge of Darkness (support) within the corridor i.e. trend.
- Holding above this region is showing signs of bullish strength.
- Key area for continuation appears to be ~112k resistance, possibly towards ~120k+.
Levels of Acceptance
- Bull Zone (updated): Daily closes ≥ 100k; brief 99 to 96k probes (wicks) acceptable.
- Bear Pivot (updated): Daily close < 96k - exit longs, prepare downside playbook.
Key Positions Snapshot
Current Snapshot:
- Current Long: ~15% position size ~90k cost basis.
- Current Price: ~106k.
- In Profit: Yes.
- 4:1 (R:R) Target: ~115k (not reached).
- Fuel Reserve Ratio: 2.84x fiat, 85% collateral covered.
Field Note: Execution Observations
Fear took control. I abandoned short-term positions by plan and with some panic. The will to hold was lost in the noise. I noticed that BTC initially collapsed on escalating war narratives, but quickly rebounded off the lows. This sharp recovery signaled strong dip-buying momentum and reinforced a bullish underlying bid despite macro fear.
My plan held in principle. I followed my rule to close short-term positions when away for an extended period, prioritizing risk control. However, in hindsight, had I held the short, it would have reached my 3:1 R:R target. The plan bent slightly under the weight of opportunity cost, but the decision was consistent with my protocol.
Bias Identified: Loss aversion surfaced mid-flight. I felt the emotional weight of avoiding losses over pursuing gains. When price dipped towards my anticipated Edge of Darkness support zone, I felt validated, “I knew it!” But the next day, FOMO crept in as BTC rebounded sharply. I was away on retreat and couldn’t act, which intensified the sense of missing out. The emotional swing between fear and regret left me detached the rest of this week. I only checked the charts twice, caught in a kind of tactical apathy.
Practice Debrief: Obstacles & Tensions
- I second guessed my short position levels and was impatient. I justified setting my portfolio to flat, because of an extended period away.
- Without reaching my risk to reward (R:R) or stop loss levels. I closed my short position including closing any limit orders at lower prices. The moment when price went in the direction of my short position, challenged my conviction. If I had kept my short open, I’d have generated a larger profit over just breaking even. I didn’t break my structure or rules of setting my portfolio to flat.
- I followed my playbook as planned but also felt some internal conflict with respect to loss aversion and the subsequent fear of missing out.
Core Insight - Star Path.
Trust the Process - Honor the setup. Let each trade breathe without interference. Patience is participation without control.
Mental Model Germination
Seed: The Reflex of Retreat - Loss aversion is wired for survival.
- Trust begins when you see it clearly and choose response over reaction. When portfolio volatility increases, this reflex may prompt unnecessary actions.
- Flattening, premature exits, or over-hedging.
Responsibility (Fuel Reserve Protocol)
- I honored my Fuel Reserve Ratio and LTV boundaries without compromise.
- Before stepping away, I responsibly closed the static hedge and maintained only a dynamic delta to preserve risk flexibility in my absence.
Consistency (Execution Discipline)
- I followed my strategic plan and system logic throughout the week.
- When I deviated from my standard R:R parameters, it was a deliberate and rule-based adjustment made in accordance with my pre-defined travel protocol.
Continuous Improvement (Towards Infinity)
+1% upgrade each log.
- Tactical Execution: For all short-term trades that move counter to my overall portfolio bias, I will maintain tight risk-to-reward thresholds and exit positions quickly to lock in gains and limit exposure.
- Emotional Calibration: This week, I made the conscious decision to flatten my portfolio. Instead of reacting impulsively, I took space to reflect on the fear of loss that surfaced. Writing through the discomfort allowed me to restore emotional balance, resetting my mindset after a turbulent ride.
Final Dispatch
The body is your most honest compass.
Its signals are primitive, precise, and often misread.
When you pause to feel, not flee, you uncover the hidden code behind your course corrections.
Fear doesn’t always need to be fixed.
Sometimes, overcoming it means listening long enough to understand it.
Acceptance isn’t surrender. It’s alignment.
StrataTrader signing off, Stargate log 012.